Friday, November 8, 2013

My failed trip to the beach


This week I got invited to go to the beach, immediately I said yes. I could instantly feel the sand on my feet, smell the ocean breeze and feel the heat from the sun. I started mentally packing my bag; shorts, flip flops and sunglasses. I was so excited until I realized that I am in the middle of Virginia in fall. It’s cold and the nearest beach is five hours away. My bag would have to be adjusted, I would need to include long sleeves and pants, definitely not beach attire. I still wanted to go to the beach. I haven’t been since August where at home it was a twenty minute drive and I didn’t go as much as I wish I went now.

  I still was determined to get my feet in the sand. I called my mom and told her about my plans, when I would leave and when I would be getting home. I was going to the beach! It was going to be different from the Florida beaches but a beach nonetheless. I went through the next day still thinking about the beach while wearing my layers of clothes and boots, it definitely felt weird. Later that day I was talking to my sisters and somehow it got brought up that I was going to the beach this weekend. The first thing they both said was “Virginia has a beach!?” I thought about that because I would never guess from all the mountains around campus that in this same state there is a coastline.

As the week progressed I kept thinking about the long drive to the beach, the long drive back to school and the fact that it would be cold. I started thinking that I would have to wait until December when I go home to see the beach. There I can actually swim in the water even though it’s December. I decided against the beach, mainly because of the drive. Today I regret that because I could have been with my feet in the sand looking at the waves.

Friday, November 1, 2013

change


 Lately I’ve noticed something about college, it’s different. Everything’s different. Classes are different, my sleep schedule is different, the scenery is different (its fall and the leaves are actually changing colors), the people are different and I’m different. It’s only been a couple of weeks but I have changed. It’s nothing too dramatic, I’m still quite but I can feel myself becoming more independent. I have to be, I am 860 miles from home and I don’t have my mom to do things for me anymore. While I am still myself I am changing and growing, like everyone says you do in college.

  It surprised me that I feel so grown up in such a short time. It must be something about living on my own, with a roommate, away from home and having to deal with the stresses and drama of life and college by myself. I don’t have my mom to comfort me like she used to. We would curl up on her bed and watch dumb T.V. shows until I forgot about what I was so stressed out about. I miss that, but I’ve found my own ways to deal with stress and everything else. College is about adapting to whatever is thrown at you. Like the loud girls in the hall at all hours of the day and night or forgetting to print a paper at 2am. I like being independent and I like being away at college. It is strange to me that just being here for such a short time has changed me, I'll be here for four years I guess I'll have to see what I'm like then.


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